2019
It has been a long while and it seems as if nothing has really changed. I feel different though, and things are different. But the struggle of it all will never really change. My hope for this year is that I spend more time creating and less time worrying. Already it feels as if I could be on the edge, or even the other side, of a big change in habits and my art. I've spent the past year soaking up a lot of information and denying that I really know how to do anything at all. But with each new day, a new opportunity arises. I think this time I could be ready to tackle it instead of trying to puzzle myself an easier way around it. There is no easy way. The trick is focusing to see the small steps that are already there, waiting for me to see them and step onto them. So here's to the nights of inspiration spent staying awake because in the morning it would be too late. That being said, even if I don't see that I've come very far, I know I have. Because: "