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An Oldie But Goodie

Overwhelmed with inexplicable feelings that I need to share. The night opens up all possibilities of truth and secrets that may have never been told before. The truth bites like a shark and is soft as silk Roller coasters of emotions spinning round and round the room but everyone is in tune to themselves. Self-awareness can be good, but when we're all involved, things can be forgotten So many things going on and so many things to do But time is still passing slowly, waiting for us Until we realize it, it will never stop. Barriers are broken and relationships are rebuilt Freedom is rushing through you Things are forever changing  The least we could do is accept this change  Lost in the lyrics of an infinite world, my heart racing will hardly slow down Excitement and confusion and love are bouncing off the walls Barely containing myself I somehow fall asleep And it feels all wrong.  I should wake up and try to do something about it

"Behind the Scenes"

I have lots and lots of thoughts, but not enough time to tie them altogether.   Truth is, I am not sure exactly what I want to say yet, but I have little messages constantly running through my brain.  Maybe they will find you, maybe they won't.  But this is one of them: Some quick back story:  I grew up in a decent neighborhood surrounded by loving and encouraging family and friends.  I live better than most and have been lucky enough to receive a college level education.  My outlook on life has therefore been mostly positive. I am also in the minority.  Meaning I knew what I wanted to do/who I wanted to be at age 6.  I remember my doctor asking me what I wanted to be when I grew up, to which I then responded, "an artist!"  Since then I have not looked back. I am never going to stop creating.  And no one can make me. This is life.  Life will be what you make of it.  I choose to persevere.

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The past month has been a whirlwind.  I loved every second of it, but I am also super happy I am not quite as stressed.   So while I write this and try to update on what I have been doing, my brain and body have too many feelingsandmumblejumble that I am terrible at putting proper words together to express everything. Therefore I've decided on a word association list and pictures!  Frank Turner -British musician who has gotten me through this past week Friends and Fiance -because duh Family -always For the love of new people!! -the best Freedom - 'cus 'merica Yay finger photobombs! Located in the brewery district Yeah!  ...more similar ones to come...?! Bad picture of my area, but still all good!