Creativity vs. complete and utter failure. 
That's what it seems like to me sometimes.  I learn something new, and wonder why I have never thought of doing something like that before.  Most of the time I just don't explore things.  I am a very much do what I am told kind of person.  So when am I going to start thinking for myself?  I know nothing that is going on really except what directly affects me. Why am I not breaking out of my shell for a chance for more? Why am I stuck in this similar bubble and not wanting out?  Is it the fear of total responsiblity and sensability?  Probably somewhat.  
So I wake up every morning just restarting my day like all the others before.  I am stuck in this pattern and want out.  The trouble is I have a hard time doing that.   Though it really isn't the easiest thing in the world. 

So I will stop sitting here letting the world pass me by.  I am moving forward at a steady pace and working toward something more.  I don't know what exactly, but when I get there I will let you know.


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