The Quiet of the Darkness

I have not taken some real time for myself in what seems a very long time.  I think that is why I have been in weird varied moods lately.  I feel trapped and not quite myself.  

I am so thankful for my boyfriend and friends though.  Without them in the present, I would have never felt this way. 

But what I really feel right now as I listen to nostalgic sonsgs, are thoughts of you.  I am so glad we are still friends and still get to hang out.  For some reason, all of these religion/family/friend/boy issues I can deal with now.  Not that I couldn't before, but I know that you will always be there for me when the quiet of night comes over me.  Right now, this is the small light that is keeping me here, relishing this small and calm moment.  
It may be nostalgic, but I am crying out of happiness now.  

Things will get better. You can never know when though.  It's a day-by-day process.  Some moments will be better than others, but you just have to realize those good moments and let them relieve you of your fears and worries. 

Listen to that happy song that will make you smile.  Your smile is infectious, and it will brighten someone's day. :)


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