To Start and Start Again
I don't know what to do. I know what I want to do in life, but when I think about it, it gets to be more and more general and more broad. I could be an artist, a freelancer, a creative leader. I could make candy and get more into making desserts (baker, pastry, etc.) I could...
I could do so many things, but I don't know how to get there.
I don't know what to research.
I really just don't know what to do.
So I do what I do best.
Avoid making decisions until they come to me.
But then there are all my goals and dreams. ...that I will have to pay for. Literally.
I realized recently that I will not stand in a job long if they are treating me like crap. And if I can't find a job that I enjoy and that treats me like a human being and a special employee that could help their company instead of just a robot to earn them more money, what do I have?
Well, I've been learning Italian...
and reading for pleasure...
and planning a wedding...
AND
AND WHAT?
I call myself an artist, but most of the time I don't feel like one. I don't always draw every day. I don't follow art communities very well. And I am not very good at giving myself deadlines for projects.
With this post/blog I want to start tracking what I do weekly (or biweekly or even not on a timeline at all). This may just help me, but I hope to help others along the way (as well as learn from others)!
Because there isn't a specific timeline of what to do to get somewhere. There are many paths to take and I want to log how I get there. I may not know where to start, but I am starting. And I'm sharing it in hopes to find something. I just don't know what.
So go on, learn, fail fast, pick yourself up, and keep going.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxDwieKpawg
I could do so many things, but I don't know how to get there.
I don't know what to research.
I really just don't know what to do.
So I do what I do best.
Avoid making decisions until they come to me.
But then there are all my goals and dreams. ...that I will have to pay for. Literally.
I realized recently that I will not stand in a job long if they are treating me like crap. And if I can't find a job that I enjoy and that treats me like a human being and a special employee that could help their company instead of just a robot to earn them more money, what do I have?
Well, I've been learning Italian...
and reading for pleasure...
and planning a wedding...
AND
AND WHAT?
I call myself an artist, but most of the time I don't feel like one. I don't always draw every day. I don't follow art communities very well. And I am not very good at giving myself deadlines for projects.
With this post/blog I want to start tracking what I do weekly (or biweekly or even not on a timeline at all). This may just help me, but I hope to help others along the way (as well as learn from others)!
Because there isn't a specific timeline of what to do to get somewhere. There are many paths to take and I want to log how I get there. I may not know where to start, but I am starting. And I'm sharing it in hopes to find something. I just don't know what.
So go on, learn, fail fast, pick yourself up, and keep going.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxDwieKpawg
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